U.P. Form 5A

“If what one finds is made of pure matter, it will never spoil. And one can always come back. If what you had found was only a moment of light, like the explosion of a star, you would find nothing on your return.”

-The Alchemist, Coelho

I’m in the middle of confusion. I’m hoping this is just something like the explosion of a star, that, by the time I get back to my senses, there’ll be nothing left of it but a few streaks of ionized gas. But, despite being in this state, I’m not going to just be drifted away by the current. I know backstroke, dude. :)

I’ll be doing new things from now on. My goals are already outlined. By the end of the time frame I’ve set, if I wasn’t able to achieve those goals, I probably might have surpassed it. Right, this is what I call a long term adrenaline slash confidence rush. And I may well be too exhausted by the end. Pero keri lang, as long as I get what I want, I’m fine with losing a few limbs. Hahaha. And I must consider it a truly beautiful sacrifice. Amen.

P.S. Yes, Twilight’s almost here. Everyone is going OMG OMG Edward and I’m getting irritated. I’ve read Twilight and I was disappointed. I’m not saying it’s ugly or badly written, though. On the other hand, I’m also not saying it’s fine. It just didn’t suit my taste. And I also took into consideration that my age is a bit overstretched for it. I’m no Twilight-hater, either. In fact, I’m eager to watch Edward Cullen on-screen as he is too handsome and too hot to ignore. So, what was I saying a while ago, then? Haha. Ulol.